Late Night Confession

I've had to admit to myself (the hardest person to admit things to)... I still miss him. Lord knows I've put on a brave face for the last few months. And, granted, I've come a long, long way since September. But, there's still a twinge in the middle of my chest every once in a while. I know, I know, we can't put a time limit on these kinda things. But, in the meantime, it sucks.

And why do I torture myself? I've looked up his online profile several times in the last few months. And, yes, he still looks good. Still the boy I was with a few months ago. *sigh* Still waiting for it to go away...