Alone By My Own Hand
I've pushed J away to the point where he can't take it anymore. I say I'm lonely, but I can't let someone in. Is it because of what's happened before or does it run deeper than that? This isn't the first time I've let someone in somewhat only to hold them at bay. The difference here is that this is the first person who's cared so much.
Did I do the right thing? Why do I feel like crap? Still as confused as ever. 2006 hasn't brought any answers yet to old questions.
Did I do the right thing? Why do I feel like crap? Still as confused as ever. 2006 hasn't brought any answers yet to old questions.
posted by Joseph at 11:56 PM
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I've done that too. For years, with almost every guy who tries to get close to me.
I'm also confused. Very, very confused. I'll try to call you sometime this week, okay? :)
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